我的爱情

怎么说呢？我现在非常爱我的男友=( 但是有时他真的对我很冷淡。。当我跟他讲的时候。。他就问我有吗？我就说算了不想说了。。。我天天为了他哭。。很值得吗？好像是又好像不是。。 烦恼很多。。不知道该怎么做。跟他坦白又觉得有点没用。。没关系啦。。只要我坚强就可以了。。却爱我的男人又对我好。。自己的男友有时罢了。。还真怕他变心。。虽然他说不会。。我是相信他。。但是不懂啦。。真烦！！女人呢应该不要太为了爱情而辛苦。。就这样吧。。以后再说吧。。！=(

爱

我觉得很内疚。。 因为，我骗了你。我还以为可以玩玩一下下而已。 但是， 因为我之前是很喜欢你但是我就不是很喜欢你了现在。 而是你喜欢我呢。 但是，不是我真正的人。 我每天看着你伤心的样子，我真的觉得很内疚。。 所以要割你说一声对不起。 是我不对，我不该欺骗你。。

Pahang Trip~

Wow!! I had the best day ever here. HAving fun with my family. We went to the arcade to have some fun over there. We spend like over 60 box i think. BUt still having fun is the best thing. We play dancing , car racing , motor racing , basketball and snoker. That's a awsome night OMG! We taughtof going to sing at the Karaoke Station, but we kept thinking and that we are so tired so we said tomoro will come.. So on we play a cool thing the twister woah that creepy and awsome i have so much fun! But all the My sister Dyana close her eyes. I did too HAHA but i close mine like FEW MINUTES then i opened again. Then we go back to our nice suite.. Woah what a day.. Took our bath..And of to bed.. But dad he had to go a meeting because he had a talk to tomoro. SO continued tomoro another exciting day!

死死 wasabi

不能在相信他！7181 跟他讲什么她去跟lala讲独揽他了哦。。。。Fuck他啦！同心恋傻婆

够力。。昨天～他打给我然后问了我你出那里？我就讲我要到KB Mall了。。他就讲没有事了。。我就讲哦。然后就夸电话了。
温丽：你找我有事吗？
达齐：没有事了啦。
温丽：那你之前有事啦？
达齐：噢。。。
温丽：什么事哦？讲看。
达齐：没有东西了啦。
温丽：噢。你在哪里哦？
达齐：要去Tesco。
温丽：跟谁？
达齐：表姐
温丽：你回家啊？
达齐：噢
温丽：你早不讲吗。。我陪你去。哈哈。开玩笑罢了！
达齐：==
温丽：开玩笑也不能。。真是！
达齐：，没有啦。
温丽：噢，几点回哦？
达齐：九点
温丽：酱久
达齐：噢
完毕~

又来了。。真的是。。很想忘掉他但不能为什么？ 有那么难吗？ 哎哟 爱一个人是喔很容易的为什么他又做不到。。再聊吧！应该有一天他会真的喜欢我。。。再等等。。等死吧！

昨天又看到她写的东西在facebook 而且真的是很伤人。。。为什么。。？真的很讨厌我吗？？to be continued！！

姐妹

又跟她吵架了。。其实很想跟她讲“你变了”你知道吗？但是有点不敢不懂要怎样。。。每一次都是这样。想跟他翻脸但是怕他又伤心。根本自己变了还要讲我哦！我知道她是我好姐妹但不能二十四小时陪着她嘛。。她之前也对我这样好意识将我这样哦！要恨他也不能到底为什么她要这样很麻烦懂吗！嗨哟真是的一直只会弄人家生气。好姐妹吗？真的吗？不是假的吗？自问自答哈哈。。。但还是很心痛。。现在已经跟我道歉了。。好吧就原谅她吧！

My Life Sucks

才几久罢了哦…就跟他反车？！谓免也太快了吧…没办法…谁叫你脾气臭？！活该…我跟他酱久啊…一次都没有过啊…=p
Razian Awang u did have a school meh today?
April 9 at 11:50pm
Razian Awang are we thinking a same person.....
April 9 at 11:50pm
Wei Ting Mau 还就对人家改观了
April 10 at 10:06am
Xue Ching Ong so cuan~~~~
April 10 at 10:07am
Shun Cheng 你最厉害了啦，没有发很厉害么？
April 10 at 10:32am ·
有啦，我用电话上网。。。我们虽然不是想着同一个人，但那人的关系也差不多跟你一样罢了～
April 10 at 1:41pm
其实我也挺同情她下的～
April 10 at 1:46pm ·
这个还不算串啦～再串一点的都可以～
April 10 at 1:47pm
‎==假到~她可怜叻~
April 10 at 1:48pm
‎==~会飞了啊?
April 10 at 1:50pm ·
Sylvia Koo 哇～你酱讲什么意思哦？！我当时听了的第1个感觉真的是同情嘛～只是到最后我的心一直凉凉罢了嘛～
April 10 at 1:53pm ·
Heem Ghee Yap 暗爽呐~
April 10 at 1:54pm ·
哈XD我本来都是最厉害那个嘛～是你察觉不到而已～“没有发很厉害么？”是什么意思？你打错字是吗？
April 10 at 1:55pm
不然呐？哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈X
April 10 at 1:57pm ·
关你屁事咩?
April 10 at 2:00pm ·
呦~做么你哦?~
April 10 at 2:02pm ·
Boon Sheng Gan 讲话的确太串了！！！
April 10 at 2:17pm ·
可能或许有点吧～这些话时昨晚一''气''之下写下来的嘛～难免也会有一点的咯～
April 10 at 2:21pm ·
不是有点！！！是“很”
April 10 at 2:23pm ·
那就不好意思咯～都说我昨天是一气之下写的嘛～
April 10 at 2:25pm ·
你带彩机？
April 10 at 2:26pm ·
没有！不要乱说！
April 10 at 2:28pm ·
Boon Sheng Gan 问罢了！！！
April 10 at 2:28pm ·
.Sylvia Koo 不要到处乱讲噢～
April 10 at 2:29pm ·
Muhammad Muttaqi Sahai咩?我跟她反车又关到你屁事?再串死一点,看我打死你没有!!!

April 10 at 3:38pm ·
Boon Sheng Gan where re u???!!!muttaqi
April 10 at 3:39pm ·
Sylvia Koo 再串也不够ivery串！
April 10 at 3:42pm ·
.Sylvia Koo 你要打死我？！来啦！我很早想死了的！你又不是不懂啦！在我没有你之后我就一直很想死了的，只是一直死不去罢了嘛！
April 10 at 3:47pm ·
Heem Ghee Yap 不要酱啦~你们可以不要酱吗？
April 10 at 3:48pm ·
Boon Sheng Gan 两个无聊的小孩！
April 10 at 3:50pm ·
Heem Ghee Yap 不需要弄到酱吧？~
April 10 at 3:51pm ·
Boon Sheng Gan 吵吵吵！！！前世没吵过么？
April 10 at 3:53pm · LikeUnlike.Sylvia Koo yap>>>不是我要酱的啊！是他要惹事先得啊！心情本来好好的，给他惹事惹事几下！又要“下雨”了啊！
gan>>>在讲谁？
April 10 at 3:53pm ·
Heem Ghee Yap hz~noe need la~不要吵了咯...
April 10 at 3:55pm ·
Heem Ghee Yap k?
April 10 at 3:55pm ·
Boon Sheng Gan koo>>在讲你们两个！
April 10 at 3:56pm
.Sylvia Koo ！
April 10 at 3:56pm ·
Heem Ghee Yap nt me o?haha
April 10 at 3:59pm ·
.Muhammad Muttaqi 做麽你要先写这些东西出来?
April 10 at 6:33pm ·
Sylvia Koo 都讲是前晚一气之下写下来的咯～TT
April 11 at 2:11pm · Boon Sheng Gan 无聊的小孩！
April 11 at 2:12pm ·
Sylvia Koo 随你怎么说！没mood！表打扰我！
April 11 at 2:13pm ·
.Boon Sheng Gan 没mood？？？！
April 11 at 2:15pm ·
Sylvia Koo yup!no mood~can?
April 11 at 2:17pm ·
Muhammad Muttaqi 请先在跟我道歉...
April 11 at 2:21pm ·
Sylvia Koo 对不起～大哥～火了吖?~
Ivery
I dont know why i'm doing this but this is my life because my lfe sucks i have a terrible life.. But amazing friends.. You can say about no matter what because i dont care my life is already like this i have life this life forever..

Every day going through bad things.. Heart broken and never going be happy like always. Just a pretend fake smile on my face. Been broken by a guy that i love so much. And now his leaving and now i more desperate.. I cant believe this its really hard to face this..我根本不能面对事实。因为真的不能那么容易忘记你..

Imagine life is just like everything really suck and nothing is going on all over the world but have you ever think that if someone actually like you.. would you like that person back.. If I were that person i will think about it first because i don't want to get hurt or anything wish everybody could think about that.. Never believe in love 100%. Comon belive in it will be sucks...

F**kin Perfect

Made a wrong turn
Once or twice
Dug my way out
Blood and fire
Bad decisions
That's alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, missundaztood
Miss "no way it's all good"
It didn't slow me down
Mistaken
Always second guessing
Underestimated
Look, I'm still around...

Pretty, pretty please
Don't you ever, ever feel
Like your less than
Fuckin' perfect
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like your nothing
You're fuckin' perfect to me

You're so mean
When you talk
About yourself
You are wrong
Change the voices
In your head
Make them like you
Instead
So complicated
Look how big you'll make it
Filled with so much hatred
Pink Fuckin' Perfect lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/pink-fuckin-perfect-lyrics.html

Such a tired game
It's enough
I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons
See you same

Pretty, pretty please
Don't you ever, ever feel
Like your less than
Fuckin' perfect
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like your nothing

You're fuckin' perfect to me
The world stares while I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in lying and I tried tried
But we try too hard, it's a waste of my time
Done looking for the critics, cuz they're everywhere
They don't like my genes, they don't get my hair
Stringe ourselves and we do it all the time
Why do we do that?
Why do I do that?
Why do I do that?

Ooh, pretty pretty pretty,
Pretty pretty please don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less then, fuckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please if you ever ever feel
Like you're nothing you're fuckin' perfect, to me
You're perfect
You're perfect
Pretty, pretty please don't you ever ever feel like you're less then, fucking perfect
Pretty, pretty please if you ever ever feel like you're nothing you are perfect to me

You raise me up

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

There is no life - no life without its hunger;
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;
But when you come and I am filled with wonder,
Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be

Two couples

March 20 2011
A girl feel in love with a boy that she hardly known. She wanted to tell him but she could not do it. So she just went on with her life. And also she was not sure that she likes him anot. So she that day she decide to tell him that she likes him,he taught she was joking but she said she really likes him.The boy told the girl we hardly known each other let us known each other first. Then she OK! So that night they became couples. Then the girl taught he likes her too so she had nothing to worried about.The relationship just went on for just nice 3 weeks the boy broke up with her. The boy told the girl 'actually when you said you like me i had no feelings for you then i taught if we'e togther maybe it will makeme like you but it did'nt work. I'm so sorry.' The girl was really heart broken so she just told him'pretend this relationship never happen.'And she walk away with tears.She just cried cried until her friends came to cool her down. They dont believe her never love her. Then his sister came to tell her that his like that dont care about him dont be then she said thank you for telling me this. And then he came to talk to her said i'm sorry really sorry. I have no idea that i will break up with you. He keep coming near to her and touch her hand and just go without saying another word. She taught she can hate him but she could'nt and realise that she love him to deeply.

Love

What is love? Wonderful? I think not. I had suffered for 3 years for relationship. Did i ? I don't even know. LOve is passion it really wonderful and it keeps us realy happy.Amagine everybody could find their true love.. LIke my friend mother she married the wrong guy and had suffered for like 20 years. But i want to know had she given up on him or she still inlove with him.. Acrording to my friend she told me that her mothr always ask about her dd doingss.. I guess she still loves him. Imagine eveybody can't do anything and just want to love.. Kill me.. LOve sucks eveybody!

Holiday Sucksz!

Actually we're going for holiday at K.L. but we cancel... because of the weather so we did'nt go. And now i want the things is gone flew away.. Argg!

转校了。。有一点失望但有一点开心。。还好友以为非常好的朋友。他名叫李静雯，她有一个很可爱的声音我很非常喜欢。很多人很希望有这种的声音但还是没有。。真是可怜。。哈哈朝好笑。。。虽然我们不是常常吵但是感情是非常好。。。。。朋友真的是太多了